Thankful!

Alhamdullilah!
I found it.

Insha Allah!
I want to work around it.

I want to motivate people.
I want to help people.

Allah will give me the strength.
Let it be.

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas!
Enjoy your holiday all.

Alhamdullilah!
Muallaf won three awards at Anugerah Skrin 2010.

Best Actress, Best Director and Best Film!
I was crying while Amani doing the acceptance speech.

How true!
Appreciate people while they are still alive.

I have so much respect for her.
If you follow her achievement you should understand.

Al-Fatihah!
I promise to be extra nice, just to meet MAK in heaven.

Insha Allah!
Allah knows best.

Busy!

I hope I will have the time to update soon!
Insha Allah!

Activity Due!

I have a lot of activities line-up for today.
We will be going to a indoor theme park in KL.

Then catch a movie.
Behind the scene for the movie is hilarious.

Insha Allah visit IBU aka Salina Ismail.
She is my colleague at SK Taman Setia.

She is nice, kind and have all the positives value.
I look up to you now!

May Allah Bless you.
Get well soon!

Believe in Allah.
Allah is everything.

After A While!

It had been for quite sometime.
We have sat down on the same table and eat together.

Yesterday, I have so much fun.
We watch 2 movies together.

Between the movies, we have lunch at Marrybrown.
I was so full after lunch.

Then, we went for 1 hour karaoke.
Eat dinner at a very nice restaurant.

I miss all of this.
I was putting others in front of them.

I love my family.
I love them dearly.

I thank Allah for my family.
Alhamdullilah!

Holiday!

School holiday this year is more meaningful.
It start with extra holiday.

It is more meaningful this year because of many things.
First, I spend Hari Raya Aidil Adha with my family.

Went to Putrajaya to send my friend appeal for a transfer.
I hope my help will give him a good news end of this year.

Then, I attended a script writing course.
I wanted to do so for so many years but don't have the time and opportunity.

Meet my idol for the first time.
Live with Rosyam Noor.

After that, bring my friend with his student around KL and Genting.
I hope they enjoyed the trip and hopefully I'm a good hostess.

Tomorrow, I will bring my family for a leisure trip.
I hope all go well.

Insha Allah.
Allah is everything!

Plan!

I should plan things better.

Fail planning is planning to fail.

I just need to know better.
I need to prioritize.

I should be more careful when making promises.
I hope people understand what I'm going through.

Allah give me the strength to go on.
Almighty Allah!

New Life!

I have not blog for few days.
This is because I attended a script writing course.

The speaker was Kamal Ishak.
He is a good director and scriptwriter.

He directed Cinta Kita and so many telemovie.
It was refreshing and mind blowing course.

I love it so much.
The course was from 27 Nov to 30 Nov.

Meet 11 new friends and Rosyam Noor.
He is special and charismatic.

Just hope my mind will explore new thing.
I want to finish my first script before end of January 2011.

Insha Allah.
Allah knows best!

I should blog all this yesterday.
Unable to do so.

Wake up at 3.30 a.m.
Received SMS and then phone call.

My new colleague involved in an accident.
Pick him up around 5.00 a.m near Greenwood.

Then send him to Hospital Selayang.
Minor teeth surgery.

Alhamdullilah.
All went well and just pray for him to get well soon.

I love my friends.
I love my family.

I hope my friend - Jovita father will recover soon.
He is suffering and I hope Allah remove all his misery.

Amin!
May you be more peaceful.

Busy!

I was busy with lot of thing.
Going back to Sabah have to wait.
On Friday meet my ex-PK1,Mr Lasius for 2010 evaluation.
The mark given was 92.2% and I’m happy with it.
There is on 0.9% increases but I’m all thankful for it.

Then on Saturday meet with my ex-colleagues Mr Benedict and Mrs Robytha.
They were on their way to UUM for their Master programme.
LCCT was their transit before their flight to Alor Star.
We visited Putrajaya and have lunch together.
I missed them so much and very glad to see them.

Yesterday, went to PWTC for my ex-GB convocation.
Then, bring him to KL Tower for a short visit.
This is the only place that we managed to bring him.
I was with Azuwan and pity Fendi his car having problem.
He did not get so much time to spend with GB.

Today, Abah undergo his eyes treatment.
Allhamdullilah! All went well.
Insha Allah there will be a follow-up check-up.
He just need to be more careful in the future.
Allah have save him through all the hassle.

Tomorrow, I will be heading to Putrajaya.
I need to send my ex-colleague appeal for transfer.
His wife is serving in Sarawak and he is in Sabah.
The distance is killing their relationship.
I hope my help will go the distance.

This is all for today.
I’m all excited for the coming weekends.
I hope it is the start of my new ambition.
Insha Allah it will start well and end well.
I am happy now.

Moving!

My sister told me about a story.

This story is about the transfer process.

Her friend, a school teacher is so frustrated.

The wife application to transfer from Sarawak was denied.

The wife is now at Kedah on maternity leave.

When the school starts in January, she will be back.

She will need to leave her baby.

Her dreams of breast feeding is just go down the drain.

I offer to exchange my place in Selangor.

Let me serve in Sarawak.

I know how it felt.

The feeling of being denied our rights.

I just hope the Ministry of Education will improve their process.

I hope the department in-charge will involve more human touch.

Insha Allah! I will persuade my family again.

I know it will be difficult.

I just want the best for his family.

I hope all open a way for me to persuade my family.

Aidil Adha!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha!
I'm happy to celebrate it with my family.

We watched Estet together.
It was my second time.

We enjoyed the movie.
We have so much laugh and fun.

I'm busy preparing for my SKT for 2010.
I'm attending school to organised the SBT room.

Insha Allah!
Allah given me what I wanted.

Goodbye!

Saying goodbye is not as simple as it can be!
I'm new to the school.

I had the privileged to know few people close.
Among them are Fifie and Fatimah.

Unfortunately, today transfer result change everything.
They will be saying goodbye tomorrow.

Fifie will be teaching in Perak.
While Fatimah will be in Johor.

I'm sad as I'm quit close to them.
Insha Allah! Friendships never end.

All the best.
I hope you will be happy!

Amin!
Allah protect and bless them!

Social!

I have my social life back.
I'm happy.

Proud of myself, I was able to do my duty.
I bet I can do better.

Insha Allah! I will practice more.
After the Hari Kecemerlangan Pelajar, we went to a weeding.

It have been ages since I go to a weeding.
I forgot how nice to eat at the weeding.

Then in the evening, I went to KLCC.
Buy a lot of books at Kinokuniya.

Today is a different story.
Meet Azuwan and his wife Maznah.

They are heading back to Kelantan for Raya holidays.
On their way, Azuwan passing the SKT form.

It's the KPI form from the old school.
I hope it will be same or higher than last year.

Then ate Meatball at IKEA.
Buy 2 more books at Popular IKANO.

Just finished cooking.
I'm happy!

MC!

Master of Ceremonies!
That will be my duty for tomorrow.

I hope all ends well.
I have like 2 days rehearsals.

However, I am still nervous.
There will be like so many parents.

I've not done this like for ages.
I hope my talent is still there.

I hope I'll do my colleagues proud.
Insha Allah!

Result UPSR!

USPR announced nationwide today.
Excited and nervous at the same time.

My new school performance drop down.
9 pupils get 5A compared to last year 10 pupils.

My old school performance increased.
I am so happy.

7 out of 11 of my pupils passed English
All the hard work pay off.

Last year only 2 out of 8 passed English.
That is only 25%.

This year sky high achievement.
We manage to get 64%.

Alhamdullilah.
All the afternoon, evening and night classes help a lot.

Now, I have new vision and mission.
The new school does not want student to just passed.

We need more 5A achievers.
I'm not directly involved but I need to prep the pupils.

Insha Allah!
Allah will lead the way.

I'm happy!
It will be nicer to share this with my wife.

I don't have one at the moment.
Insha Allah, many years to come.

Help!

Alhamdullilah!
I'm happy that I'm able to help my new colleagues.

I was assigned to few duty.
Insha Allah I will do my best to help.

Hopefully, their burden will be much lighter than usual.
I just want to know them well.

I can't really judge anyone yet.
I refused to hear from anyone.

I hope people can accept me for who I am.
Insha Allah! Allah will help me go through this.

Messages!

I've no time.
No time to update my blog and FB account.

I am thinking of canceling the FB account.
I want to do so because it defeat the purpose of having one.

I frequently updates my status.
Now, I'm no that active anymore.

Messages send was replied after 3days.
How I pity my friends that have important questions.

I don't mind canceling the account.
I'm just afraid that I'll lost contact with all my friends.

I hope to have more time when school holidays start.
I promise to update more frequently.

I'm anxious for the UPSR result.
It will be on the 11th of November 2010.

May all my student pass with flying colors.
Insha Allah! They will.

Eat!

Just so many thing to eat!
Just so many place to go to!

I am happy now.
Currently I am only teaching English Year 3.

It is only for 3 Geliga, the best class.
I took the Headmistress class as she is now doing her Hajj.

I am excited for the Cameron Highlands trip.
It will be my first duty at the new school.

I've never been there.
It will be on the 30th of October 2010.

Insha Allah!
Allah will protect all of us!

Old Time!

Memory?
How I miss so many things.

I normally wake up around 4.30am.
Then I will walk in the darkness of the dawn.

Take my shower and done with my Subuh prayer.
Walk back to my room at school.

Prepare my breakfast and wake up all the boys.
Around 6 am I will prepare for that day lessons plan.

Then around 7.20am my class will start.
Then during recess at 10.20am, I will have breakfast at RMT building.

Around 12.50pm my class will ended and I will prepare my lunch.
By 2.0 pm all the students will come.

Some want to watch movies, complete their homework and help me out with chores.
Others want to chit chat or just lay down under the fan.

Volleyball sessions is around 4.00pm to 5.00pm according to the sun.
Then by 6pm I will go back for shower.

Most of the night, we have this extra classes.
I teach English and I do struggle to teach them.

Then around 10pm after all ended.
There will be this 4 to 5 boys that will accompany me.

How I Miss All of Them!
They are my pupils.

Allah! Please take care of them.
Amin!

Stress!

Stress!
Maybe it's the heat.

No it's not.
It's because of a SMS that I received earlier.

When I leave my old school.
I try to finished all my work.

I just don't want any of my ex-colleagues to suffer.
I am happy because so far there is no complaint nor follow-up.

The reasons I am angry is because a friend send me a SMS and apologizing to me.
He had said few bad things about me while having a conversations with another friend.

I forgive you but should I forget it.
No! I will remember it forever.

May Allah Bless You!
May Allah Forgive You.

I am just a normal person.
I tend to do mistakes.

Forgive me!

New!

All new!
This is my 5th day at the new school.

My early opinions.
It is nice and friendly environment to be in.

They are having free breakfast everyday.
The school teachers have potluck like everyday.

Friday is special because all will bring something.
It's family oriented.

They have all that they need.
I don't think they need me here.

They have all the experience and dedicated teacher here.
I will work with the flow and try to be helpful when needed.

Allah! Please show me the way.

Goodbye Sabah!

I am leaving and this entry is done at gate A5.
I will fly home using Malaysia Airlines.

The flight number is MH2609 departing at 1610hours.
I have mixed feelings.

I am sad to leave Sabah.
All my students and friends.

They are great.
I'm surely will miss Sasandukon.

There are too many stories to be shared here.
Unfortunately, I don't have the time now to list all down.

I am happy to be back to Selangor.
Finally, I get to be close with my family.

I can purse mu dreams.
I can finish the unfinished business.

May Allah Bless Us All.
Insha Allah this is the best options for me!

Status!

I'm still confuse!
There is difference between goodbye and letting go.

Goodbye is I'll see you again when I ready to hold your hand and you ready to hold mine.
Letting go is I'll miss your hand, I realized it's not mine to hold and I will never hold it again.

It's hard to say goodbye and I do prefer to let it go, but that is before.
Now I learned that goodbye is way better than letting go.

I'm not good with goodbye but I think it will be worse if i let go.
Allah will help me through this storm.

I believe that and that will happen.
Amin!

Feelings!

I am confuse.
I really want to go back.

However, lately there is this feeling.
The feeling that saying goodbye here is same as letting go!

I don't know why and what trigger this feeling.
However, I hope it will go away.

I still waiting for the transfer letter.
I hope it will arrive soon.

Few more things to settle.
Mainly administrative works as I finished my syllabus.

All the school staff attend a meeting after recess.
The invitation is limited.

The 2 of us that will be leaving is not invited.
They are discussing about a farewell party.

It should be on the 12th of October.
I hope I will still be here.

Insha Allah till end of October.
Amin.

I will be out for a week maybe next week.
I need to settle all documentation issues.

I will be in Kota Kinabalu, Keningau and Nabawan.
Packing and sending things back home.

I will sing HOME by Micheal Bubble.
If they requested me to sing during the event.

Insha Allah!

Open House!

Today I held the third Open House for Raya at my school!
Last year we manage to held it on 7th of October 2009.

It was a double celebration for Raya and Britney 1st Birthday!
This year it's a little bit different.

The second Open House for Raya was held on 20th of September 2010.
This was for student from Year 1 to Year 6.

We enjoy all the cookies after eating Chicken Rice provided for RMT.
Duit Raya was provided to all.

The occasion for today was for all the school teacher and staff.
My headmaster could not make it again.

Although only few showed up, I am happy.
Year 6 student made it a blast.

I prepared since last night.
I cooked since 7.00am.

I manage to prepare Ketupat, Lemang, Nasi Tomato.
Then Rendang Ayam, Rendang Daging, Ayam Masak Merah.

Beside that Acar Timun, Papadom, Kuah Kacang and Sambal Udang.
10 dishes for a day.

BTW this was a double celebration too.
It is Teacher Robytha Birthday.

I am tired now and can barely stand.
At least I am happy with my students and colleagues.

There will be no Raya celebration again with them.
I am preparing for Britney Birthday now.

May Allah Bless All of You!
Amin!

UPSR!

Good Luck!
All the best!

We laugh and cry!
We work hard and smart!

Finally the day has come.
Do your best!

This is the last obstacle.
Finally!

Alia!

Dear Alia,

Happy Birthday!

Work hard.
You will get what yo dream for.

I will always be by your side.
My prayers is for you.

Have a wonderful birthday.
Amin!

Ready!

I hope all of them are ready for the coming exam.
I have put a lot of times with them.

I am now questioning myself was it quality or quantity time that I've put in.
I have 2 more days to go.

Insha Allah! They will excel and make me proud.
Amin!

I watched Dear John yesterday.
I like the feelings after it ended.

Watch again Valentines Day.
It was an eye opener this time.

I'll see you soon!

Azri!

He is now 14 years old.
I just want all the best for him.

Happy Birthday Ridhwan Rusydi Azri.
All the best!

School!

Finally I reached school yesterday.
I am happy as 10 out of 11 of my students turn up today.

We did a test and they really suck at it.
They have lost their momentum.

I need to do all my best.
I can't focus on other subjects so much.

Math and Malay Language need to wait.
I need to be more strict this few days.

Just visited my friend blog and she is sad.
She is not happy this Raya holidays.

I am sad for her as Raya should be a happy occasions.
I hope she is fine and happy now.

So another 6 days to go.
Let's work hard day and night!

Allah give me the strength!
Amin!

Transport!

I need a transport to get back to my school.
Waited, call and text message everyone but bad news.

This is one of the reasons I'm leaving.
Transportation problem to my school.

I know my students is waiting for me.
I am so sorry and I will try to make it tomorrow.

I am currently at the airport and waiting for my friend.
He will drive me back to school tommorow.

He is so kind to send me.
This is why I return back to KK to accompany him!

I really hope all mys tudents will be there tomorrow.
Insha Allah! Amin!

Job!

I am sad that I have to leave my family .
It's only the 3rd day of Raya.

For the duty, sometimes sacrifice is everything.
Pity them.

I hope when I return back for the special transfer.
I will spend more time with my family.

I want them to be happy.
Let them enjoy and I will be happy if they are.

Flight will be early in the morning and reach KK around noon.
Then to Keningau for another 2 hours journey.

Shop for 2 weeks food supply.
Then back to school on Monday around noon.

I just need to spend RM300 for the 4-wd fare.
For the children, I'm good.

Options!

It was a normal day for me.
I don't felt it was Raya.

I have a lot to do today.
One of it is packing back to Sabah.

Hopefully by next week the transfer result is out.
If the new school permits, I will go back and end my teaching.

I hope it will be early November.
I promise to bring year 6 student for a trip in KK.

Allah knows best.
I will go with the flow!

Iftar!

Iftar with my Sengal friends was on the 7th of September at Cozy House.
Share lot of stories and I am happy to see them.

I really hope to organized another reunion.
Next time, I want all to come and have a group photo.

Happy to meet Muzlia and passed the forest type fruit.
Then share with her few my Sabah favorite things.

Then, Iftar with my family on the 8th of September at Secret Recipe.
It was like years ago when we have our last dinner together.

Then to Mastura house for her assignment.
I am happy I could help her to answer the take home test.

Today was hectic.
Shopping for my mother and father.

There are still things to do.
I am happy it gone well so far.

Tomorrow is Raya.
Amin!

Updates!

I am currently at home.
Happy that I am near my family.

I did not update anything for more than a week.
My laptop is still faulty.

I will be sending it for repair.
Then meet Muzlia at KLCC to pass a special fruit.

Then to IKEA to buy few present.
To end the day I will meet my SENGAL friends.

We have to change the venue.
I hope more will come as it is near to the city.

It will be hectic.
I hope I can complete all tomorrow.

Anyway, I am happy.
We are friends again and I hope it will be forever.

A friend in need is a friend indeed.
Insha Allah!

I am happy for you my friend.
Let strive for the best thing in our life.

Amin!

Absent!

I am so worried about year 6.
I hope they have used the weekends to the fullest.

There are 3 of the girls that busy with relative weedings.
I hope all 11 of them will turn up tomorrow.

I have put so much effort.
I hope they notice it.

Please don't challenge me.
I want to work as hard as this when I'm back.

Allah give me the strength!
I really need it!

Finally!

Next week will be the last week before the school holidays.

It will be my last week preparing year 6 student for UPSR.



Personally I am afraid they are not read yet.

It is not only about English as I am teaching them.



I am afraid they are not fully ready to overcome the 5 obstacles.

I still have time and hopefully they will strive for the best.



This year there will be 11 candidates.

5 boys and 6 girls.



Last year 8 candidates and all of them are girls.

Well-mannered girls.



I will be back early for them.

I have to sacrifice my holidays.



I am happy with it and I hope my family would understand.

I will be near them by next year, a little sacrifice wouldn't hurt.



I am considering to start a new blog after this.

A blog about my new life back with my family.



Should I start this year or next year?

I am still thinking about it.



I missed all my friends.

I hope to see some of them.



SRK Taman Selayang 2.

SM Selayang Baru.



UiTM Jengka.

UiTM Shah Alam.

IPGM Perlis.



Disney Babyland.

TGS&Partners.

TeleTech Berhad.



Alliance Bank.

IKEA Friends.

American Express.



AmAssurance.

Datacom SEA.



I also missed some of my student.

I hope they do well.



SK Dato Kayaman.

SK Padang Kota.



SK Sasandukon and SK Saliku.

Last year batch.



I realized that I had meet so many people.

People that had shaped me as a person I am today.



Some may have bad experience with me.

Some may have good memories.



I hope they forgive me.

I had learned to forgive too.



When someone give you something, take it or leave.

Being defensive and angry is just to show how ignorant you are.



Allah knows well.

My intention is good!



Allah will heal the pain.

Let the scars be there!

Transfer!

Alhamdullilah!
Finally, I got the confirmation that my name is listed.
I will be teaching in Selangor.

Now, I am excited but at the same time I am curious to know one thing.
My new school.
Where I can share this heaps of love that I have.

I hope it will not be that soon.
I am organizing Field Trip and Farewell Party for Year 6
Beside of School Dinner Party.

I am happy.
I hope my family would be happier.
I will be back!!!

Laptop

My laptop is faulty again.
I am using my friend laptop to do all the work.
That's is hard as they also need to do their job.

So I'm using their laptop in the night.
Next week will be school holidays.
It will be for 2 weeks.

I will only used one week and be back early.
I need to monitor my year 6 student.
I need them to maintain their momentum.

Currently, I am busy with the arrangements for a gathering.
It will be for my AmAssurance friends.
So far only 4 confirm to attend.

How sad is that!
I hope more will confirm to join.
I miss all of you!

The special transfer result is already out.
Unfortunately it cannot be shared.
We need to wait for the letter.

Hopefully by end of next week.
One more thing, please let it be by end of October.
Let me settle all the needed.

Stress out this few days.
Maybe I should let go.
Let Allah do His job.

Insha Allah!
Allah will cure you heart LURVE.

Death Bed!

I love Yasmin Ahmad!
I think she is an extraordinary person.

Every time she speaks it will be new knowledge for me.
I just want to be like her.

Informative and resourceful!
Full of love and compassionate!

This was what she said during one of the interview.
It was on her sister FB wall post!

Just imagine even when she talks about death.
She never failed to relate it with the tendency of love.

How I miss you!

maybe when on our death bed
our regrets is not about
i didn't buy that house or
i didn't get that car or
i didn't choose that job

our regrets will be
i have a chance to be compassionate
saya diberi peluang utk menunjukkan
belas kasihan kepada insan-insan
that came cross my paths
and i didn't do it

i had a chance to please my parents
but i didn't
i had a chance to love somebody
but i held back

at least for me on my death bed
this are the things
that will worried me

and i think maybe
how much love you give and
how much compassion you show
in ALLAH names
is what will keep you company
in the darkness of your grave

May Allah Bless You.
Al-Fatihah!

Judge!

Only Allah can be the judge!
HE is the ruler and owner of Judgment Day.

I should learn from past experience.
I never did!

Don't ever judge a book by it's cover!
All things can be deceiving.

I hope in the near future, I can be a good observer.
A good observer is better than a judge.

I'm fragile!
I'm sad!

I pray for the best for you.
May you choose a better path in the future.

Fruits!

I am blessed with so many fruits since last weeks.
This is the good things about teaching in the middle of the jungle.

Fruits are available all year round depending to the seasons.
Then your pupils are so nice to send it to you for free.

When the others know that someone had given you, they will give you too.
So the supply of fruits will never end.

I try to be creative and invented some new dishes.
It's just nice for me to share the dishes with my pupils and friends for the breaking fast.

I am blessed and thankful to Allah for all this
Amin and Alhamdullilah!

Lurve!

To Miss Lurve,

I am dedicating this post for you!
Especially for you my dear.

I am happy you forgive me.
I really did a huge mistake when I left you.

I hope you learn something.
I did learn so many things from this.

It was love at the first sight.
I thought you were one of the lecturer.

Then, in the second semester we were in the same class.
People always confused between you and me because our initial.

You were E.D. and I was A.D.!
The most money spend on my mobile phone top-up.

No one ever break this record!
Till today my dear.

I wake up early for Subuh and sleep late at night.
Just waiting for your text messages.

I'll make sure all messages will be replied asap.
I'll do anything for you.

If you were sick, I'll be worry to hell.
If you were absent, I'll be running high and low to ask where were you.

I want to be by your side.
Unfortunately people around us don't approve our love.

I will remember your Fried Kuey Teow for my birthday.
I will miss our Dim Sum brunch at the Legend Hotel.

You have a place in my heart.
You will always be here.

Again, I don't know why I hurt the most person that I love.
Maybe this is our destiny.

I want the best for you.
I want you to be happy after this.

Take care my LURVE!
I miss you!

In forgiving that we are forgiven!
AMIN!!!

Message!

Alhamdullilah!

I am happy that I'm forgiven....

regarding to your comment on my blog......it's hard to forget.. i dunno how many times must i tell you this.. I have forgiven you and thats it..okay... CUKUP CUKUP LAH... tentang hard to forget tu, it's my personal right and dah jadi sejarah hitam dalam my life.

Hari baik bulan baik di bulan ramadhan ni and i dun keep grudge against you. I dun, but all the things done all these years... itu kerja ALLAH... i have no comment on that.. persoalannya, is it fair? talking about fair, orang kata i am being unfair to you..( hey, i dah maafkan you, don't disturb you... pun tak fair kah? but what about me?

i dun intend to say much coz this is nothing. jgn la pulak ingat yang bukan bukan atau lebih lebih...... friends remain friends, and i don't discard my friends easily.....setakat itu sahaja..

Again, hari baik bulan baik, i dun keep grudge against anybody and please.. for the final time, i dah maafkan you. SO ENOUGH ! Semoga you akan menjumpai insan yang dapat menyayangi you, memberikan zuriat pada you dan menyerikan hidup you dalam masa terdekat ni. InsyaALLAH, Amin...

My reply to her was Amin!

I did a big and huge mistake.

I really hope I had learn something from this.

May you live happily after this!!!

I want just the best for you Lurve.

Amin!

Friends!

I miss all my friends back at Semenanjung!
I hope they are happy.
I pray they are safe.

I miss you all so much!
It seems that life had change so drastically.
I miss you all.

Insha Allah we will meet again.
Just few more days to go!!!

I want to meet them!
Now I need a good place for the occasion.
Let me search high and low!

Miss you all!!!

Fasting!

It's the time again!
I love this month so much.

I am still not feeling well.
I hope I can fulfill my duties.

It only comes once a year.
RAMADHAN I LOVE U!

Insha Allah!
Give me the strength that I need!

Amin!
Let''s be moderate!!!

On My Own!

July had ended and it's already August.
I did not update anything because I was sick for the past 5 days.

It's all because of my stunt and I can't walk for 2 days.
On Sunday, after having lunch at 3pm, I felt my body is weak.
Around evening, I can't walk at all.

Alhamdullilah! Year 5 Girls come to the rescue.
They climb the coconut tree for me.
Then, the whole night I was vomiting.

The next day, all of Year 5 and 6 were at my room.
They massage me and some are very worried that I will not make it.
My colleagues insisted to bring me to the nearby clinic.

I refused and advice them I'm all good.
Now, I am still feeling sick.
The trauma of falling is still in my bone, head and lung.

I know I will be alright!
I will see a doctor by end of the week.
Tomorrow, I will be with 5 of selected Year 6 student for a motivational camp.

The camp will be held at Perkasa Hotel, Keningau until Saturday.
So why me? Everyone is pushing this responsibilities.
They force me to go and at the same time do a medical check-up.

Crazy and inconsiderate!
If I had to be with the student till they are sleeping, when can I see a doctor.
Some of them are going out on Friday, why can't you be with the children.

Anyway, I am happy.
The reasons I joined this line is to be with the children.
Let them answer to ALLAH!

The job that we are doing does come with high responsibilities.
I hope they will learn it someday.
ALLAH give me the strength!

Finally, I will be out to Keningau.
After 50 days inside this calm and beautiful place.
Again, it's not about breaking the record.

It's all about spending your last precious time with your loves ones!
Alhamdullilah Allah!
AMIN!

Accident!

I had a very bad accident yesterday!
It was raining.
I just finished my extra class for Mathematics.

Ok! I know I teach English but this is for my students.
The PIC is missing and this is the second week.
The trial had ended and only 2 pass.

The stairs is too slippery and now I have far too many bruises.
I hope none of my bone is fractured.
Allah did save me!

For a while I imagine how my friend died!
He felt from a building just as me.
Alhamdullilah! I'm saved by Him!

Appreciating myself!

Gone!

I was surprised to learn that Uncle Mohd had passed away yesterday.
She is my father best friend, Mastura.

I just got the updates that it was because of heart attack.
How sad I did not get to see him last time I was back.

He was nice with all the religious advice when I came to his house.
I hope you're happy where ever you are now.

Al-Fatihah!
Amin!

I hope she forgive me!
I know it"s hard to forget!

It was one year ago when I made the biggest mistakes in my life.
I am sorry, do forgive me!

Why hurt someone when you hate to be hurt too?

Approval!

There are 2 approval issues that I want to remember for this week!
First, the approval by my big boss for the massive transfer.
Secondly, my approval for someone that I love dearly now!

I promise to apply for September transfer.
However a friend of mine assure me that this application will take effect after UPSR!
Why don't apply now?

Tomorrow will be the anniversary!
The day I fell in love with you.
I will approve your request.

Life can be hard but at the same time rewarding!
Love can give you pain but at the same time healing!
Allah knows best so I learn to accept everything now.

Pay!

My salary was bank-in today.
The amount made me weep for a seconds.

The amount consist of my monthly salary and 19 month of salary arrears.
Government servant with accountancy qualifications is appreciated.

Give me all the tips that I need to ran from LHDN!
I'm just joking.

I want to settle alms giving.
Since I worked in 2004, I never pay for the obligatory except for alms giving on self.

Insha Allah! Don't forget the less fortunate.
Amin