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I consider myself lucky.
Extra lucky!
Do you want to know why?
I'm currently teaching in a school located in the middle of the jungle.
That is bad isn't!
No! Go through this and digest it properly!
The school is equipped with Solar Hybrid.
It cost millions of dollar.
Electricity is 24hours and it's free.
We have 24hours running water and it's also free.
Thanks to Gravity Pipe.
However, there are some maintenance issues.
Internet Access is free with few restrictions.
It is 24hours and wireless.
It can be access at school and my little hut!
It's all good!
I'm thankful for all this facility!
Allah bless me with all this... Amin!
Do I need a wife?
For now my answer will be... YES, I DO! In 4 to 5 years time, If I failed to find the right candidate.
I will let go.
I've been lucky in so many areas.I considered myself successful.Allah have bless me with many things .I'm thankful for all of it.Will I find my soulmate?One day I will, Insyaallah!
I was busy!
Liar!
I will make time for this blog although I'm busy.
The reason there is no updates for sometimes is because no access to the internet.
On the 9 to 11 February I was at Kg. Sigatal Baru.
This is my headmaster house.
We were there for the MSS Zon4.
It was held by S.K Tinanduk at Kg. Sikalabahan.
We had great fun and the boat ride was a new experience.
The CNY Holiday was bad for me.
I was not feeling well.
I hate the facts that I always worried over everything!
I know that I have control over nothing!
I'm still worried.
Sometimes it is hard to practice what we know!
I'm worried about "her"!
I'm really worried about what "she" assumed!
I had let go the relationship!
I know "she" has not!
She still put posts about forgetting "me"!
Well! Allah knows best!
If it is destiny, who am I to say NO!
Fullstop.
It is hard to be positive!
But it makes you learn new thing!
It is hard to let go!
But it will bring new happiness!
It is hard to empty yourself!
But it is more promising!
I will try but great powers at hand!
Allah will be there for me!
Remove all my arrogant!
Remove all my ignorance!
Allah is Great!
I'm not mad at him or her.
I'm mad at myself.
I should give myself more space and time.
I know that we have control over nothing!
What to be mad at?
I hope in the future people can be more reasonable.
Yesterday it rips my Skype phone call to family.
Yesterday it rips my Yahoo Messenger time with friends.
Yesterday I was unable to update my blogs.
Ignorance is expensive and it does rips a lot from others!
I manage to finished the menu for my student trip next week!
I listed all the raw materials needed!
I hope there will be no complaint!
I really hope my student love the dishes on the menu!
I'm positive and optimistic!
Thank Allah for that!
Happy Besday to Ridhwan Rusydi Aiman!
You were born on 3rd of February 1998.
You are 12 today!
I was busy going for interview at that time.
I just finished my SPM.
Few days after you were born I snatch my first job.
It was with Disney Babyland.
A store for babies and toddler.
I reckon it is your rezeki.
I'm sorry I can't be there for you!
I know you're having a great celebration.
Take care and do us proud in the coming UPSR!
In Dec 2008, when I know my posting result, I was so happy.
Early Jan 2009, just before I fly here, my mom had an accident, I was so sad.
How could I leave her? I still remember her crying face but I had to leave her!
Then in February, I fall sick.
While out for check-up, I found out my father was sick too.
He refuse to eat for days and that is not a good sign.
Allah is Great! Both of them recover after a while.
I was so eager to apply for a transfer back to Selayang.
I want to spend more time with them.
Just before they leave me for good.
After sometimes, they give their blessing.
I shared with them how people here need me more.
They agree with the idea of me staying here for good.
Now, there is a twist to all this.
I want to go home because people don't need me here.
I want to serve people that need my service.
I will apply for a transfer in September.
I want to be with my family.
Just before I leave them for good.
Allah give me the strength that I need!
Allah give me the answer to my question!
Allah is always with me through thick and thin!
Alhamdullilah!
I was so sad!
I had cancel my night class for today.
I think I won't conduct any of it after this!
I kept reminding myself that I'm doing this for them.
I forgive you but I can't really forget what had happen just now.
I never treat you lesser than the others.
Sometimes excellent student are only bless with brain but not the heart!
May Allah Bless You.
