Feelings!

I am confuse.
I really want to go back.

However, lately there is this feeling.
The feeling that saying goodbye here is same as letting go!

I don't know why and what trigger this feeling.
However, I hope it will go away.

I still waiting for the transfer letter.
I hope it will arrive soon.

Few more things to settle.
Mainly administrative works as I finished my syllabus.

All the school staff attend a meeting after recess.
The invitation is limited.

The 2 of us that will be leaving is not invited.
They are discussing about a farewell party.

It should be on the 12th of October.
I hope I will still be here.

Insha Allah till end of October.
Amin.

I will be out for a week maybe next week.
I need to settle all documentation issues.

I will be in Kota Kinabalu, Keningau and Nabawan.
Packing and sending things back home.

I will sing HOME by Micheal Bubble.
If they requested me to sing during the event.

Insha Allah!

Open House!

Today I held the third Open House for Raya at my school!
Last year we manage to held it on 7th of October 2009.

It was a double celebration for Raya and Britney 1st Birthday!
This year it's a little bit different.

The second Open House for Raya was held on 20th of September 2010.
This was for student from Year 1 to Year 6.

We enjoy all the cookies after eating Chicken Rice provided for RMT.
Duit Raya was provided to all.

The occasion for today was for all the school teacher and staff.
My headmaster could not make it again.

Although only few showed up, I am happy.
Year 6 student made it a blast.

I prepared since last night.
I cooked since 7.00am.

I manage to prepare Ketupat, Lemang, Nasi Tomato.
Then Rendang Ayam, Rendang Daging, Ayam Masak Merah.

Beside that Acar Timun, Papadom, Kuah Kacang and Sambal Udang.
10 dishes for a day.

BTW this was a double celebration too.
It is Teacher Robytha Birthday.

I am tired now and can barely stand.
At least I am happy with my students and colleagues.

There will be no Raya celebration again with them.
I am preparing for Britney Birthday now.

May Allah Bless All of You!
Amin!

UPSR!

Good Luck!
All the best!

We laugh and cry!
We work hard and smart!

Finally the day has come.
Do your best!

This is the last obstacle.
Finally!

Alia!

Dear Alia,

Happy Birthday!

Work hard.
You will get what yo dream for.

I will always be by your side.
My prayers is for you.

Have a wonderful birthday.
Amin!

Ready!

I hope all of them are ready for the coming exam.
I have put a lot of times with them.

I am now questioning myself was it quality or quantity time that I've put in.
I have 2 more days to go.

Insha Allah! They will excel and make me proud.
Amin!

I watched Dear John yesterday.
I like the feelings after it ended.

Watch again Valentines Day.
It was an eye opener this time.

I'll see you soon!

Azri!

He is now 14 years old.
I just want all the best for him.

Happy Birthday Ridhwan Rusydi Azri.
All the best!

School!

Finally I reached school yesterday.
I am happy as 10 out of 11 of my students turn up today.

We did a test and they really suck at it.
They have lost their momentum.

I need to do all my best.
I can't focus on other subjects so much.

Math and Malay Language need to wait.
I need to be more strict this few days.

Just visited my friend blog and she is sad.
She is not happy this Raya holidays.

I am sad for her as Raya should be a happy occasions.
I hope she is fine and happy now.

So another 6 days to go.
Let's work hard day and night!

Allah give me the strength!
Amin!

Transport!

I need a transport to get back to my school.
Waited, call and text message everyone but bad news.

This is one of the reasons I'm leaving.
Transportation problem to my school.

I know my students is waiting for me.
I am so sorry and I will try to make it tomorrow.

I am currently at the airport and waiting for my friend.
He will drive me back to school tommorow.

He is so kind to send me.
This is why I return back to KK to accompany him!

I really hope all mys tudents will be there tomorrow.
Insha Allah! Amin!

Job!

I am sad that I have to leave my family .
It's only the 3rd day of Raya.

For the duty, sometimes sacrifice is everything.
Pity them.

I hope when I return back for the special transfer.
I will spend more time with my family.

I want them to be happy.
Let them enjoy and I will be happy if they are.

Flight will be early in the morning and reach KK around noon.
Then to Keningau for another 2 hours journey.

Shop for 2 weeks food supply.
Then back to school on Monday around noon.

I just need to spend RM300 for the 4-wd fare.
For the children, I'm good.

Options!

It was a normal day for me.
I don't felt it was Raya.

I have a lot to do today.
One of it is packing back to Sabah.

Hopefully by next week the transfer result is out.
If the new school permits, I will go back and end my teaching.

I hope it will be early November.
I promise to bring year 6 student for a trip in KK.

Allah knows best.
I will go with the flow!

Iftar!

Iftar with my Sengal friends was on the 7th of September at Cozy House.
Share lot of stories and I am happy to see them.

I really hope to organized another reunion.
Next time, I want all to come and have a group photo.

Happy to meet Muzlia and passed the forest type fruit.
Then share with her few my Sabah favorite things.

Then, Iftar with my family on the 8th of September at Secret Recipe.
It was like years ago when we have our last dinner together.

Then to Mastura house for her assignment.
I am happy I could help her to answer the take home test.

Today was hectic.
Shopping for my mother and father.

There are still things to do.
I am happy it gone well so far.

Tomorrow is Raya.
Amin!

Updates!

I am currently at home.
Happy that I am near my family.

I did not update anything for more than a week.
My laptop is still faulty.

I will be sending it for repair.
Then meet Muzlia at KLCC to pass a special fruit.

Then to IKEA to buy few present.
To end the day I will meet my SENGAL friends.

We have to change the venue.
I hope more will come as it is near to the city.

It will be hectic.
I hope I can complete all tomorrow.

Anyway, I am happy.
We are friends again and I hope it will be forever.

A friend in need is a friend indeed.
Insha Allah!

I am happy for you my friend.
Let strive for the best thing in our life.

Amin!