March

Talk about mix feelings.
March is a month that I'm going to miss a lot.

To teach and learn!
To cry and laugh!
To lost and found!

I know one thing now.
ALLAH is always beside me.

Sorry!

I don't mean what I did!
That is the best excuse that I can give her.

It's not an excuse actually, it's true that I don't have any intention to hurt her anymore.
She was my first love. Of course I still love her. She have a special place in my heart!

There will always be certain moment that I don't mean to hurt her but she is wounded.
Wounded by what I did!

Allah knows best!
Please Allah give her patience and me the strength to holding on!

Finally!

Finally, I moved out.
I will be sleeping in my new house.
I will be alone tonight.

I am happy.
That is very important.

Now, I'm planning moving out.
Back to Selayang it is!

Holidays!

Last week was so hetic.
It was school holidays.

I board flight to KL on 13th of March and arrived on 14th of March.
I arrive home at 3.30am and start cooking for SENGAL reunion party.
SENGAL is all my ex-colleagues from AmAssurance.

The party was held at Dynasty Hotel and I had a blast with all their current updates.
You know I love all of you!
Updates for last week as follows:-

Sunday, with family and friend at Dynasty Hotel.
Monday, I was at Bukit Aman sending parcel for my friend.
Tuesday, send car for some repairs.
Wednesday, went to Bahagian Keselamatan at Putrajaya.
Thursday, fly back to Sabah!

Now, I'm back!

Friday, I'm buying a lot of new things for new house.
Remember, I'm moving out and giving space for a new colleague.

Saturday, I'm at school.
Tommorow, Moving out and loving it.

My Friend Died!

I was shock to read a friend updates through his FB account.
My junior and ex-roommates during semester 3 in UiTM Jengka had DIED!

I was so sad and unable to write anything.
When I browse the internet, I found the article about it.

It was an accident.
He did cheat death during his first accident in 2006.

He fall while hanging his towel from the 2nd floor of Bangunan Api-Api Centre,Sabah.
He was on holiday with friends and colleagues.

He was a good person.
I can only pray that Allah bless him.

I hope we can meet in heaven.
I miss you!

Al-Fatihah!

Moving Out!

I'll be moving out.
I just want my housemates to be comfortable.

I will not stay in the school compound.
I will be leaving with villagers.

Now it's less than a minute walk.
Now we have 24 hours Solar Hybrid and Wi-Fi.

After this, it will be a further walk.
After this, there is no electricity and internet.

I'm happy, if my friend is happy.
I hope the new teacher will be comfortable.

Wish me luck adapting to my new life!
Insyallah!

It will be tomorrow or after the coming school holidays.

Down!

When I'm down.
I will pretend that I'm busy.

There is a lot happening.
I don't know what is the exact purpose for all this test.

One of my dearest friend share this with me.
Her mum send this to her.

I like to share with all of you.
I'm hoping for the best!

Allah!
Thank you for being here with me.

Dissapointed!

I was at Kota Kinabalu yesterday.
I helped my colleague Ms Jovita.
She asked me to send her confirmation documents to JPN.

Nobody is available except for the receptionist.
They are having Monthly Meeting.
I left the document there.

Then I went to SPP.
I want to get my confirmation letter.
They claim it is dated 11 Feb.

On my last visit here.
It was yet to be sign by the Director.
Today, after few hours in the waiting lobby.

Your letter had jut been posted.
Please wait for it!
Like I'm going to believe you!

After that I went to State Security Dept.
I want to check the application status.
The system is totally screwed.

Not definite answer can be given.
I need to wait for 6 months to 1 year time.
If they received my application.

I am on the verge to lodge a complaint!
Big time!
Help me Allah!