Absent!

I am so worried about year 6.
I hope they have used the weekends to the fullest.

There are 3 of the girls that busy with relative weedings.
I hope all 11 of them will turn up tomorrow.

I have put so much effort.
I hope they notice it.

Please don't challenge me.
I want to work as hard as this when I'm back.

Allah give me the strength!
I really need it!

Finally!

Next week will be the last week before the school holidays.

It will be my last week preparing year 6 student for UPSR.



Personally I am afraid they are not read yet.

It is not only about English as I am teaching them.



I am afraid they are not fully ready to overcome the 5 obstacles.

I still have time and hopefully they will strive for the best.



This year there will be 11 candidates.

5 boys and 6 girls.



Last year 8 candidates and all of them are girls.

Well-mannered girls.



I will be back early for them.

I have to sacrifice my holidays.



I am happy with it and I hope my family would understand.

I will be near them by next year, a little sacrifice wouldn't hurt.



I am considering to start a new blog after this.

A blog about my new life back with my family.



Should I start this year or next year?

I am still thinking about it.



I missed all my friends.

I hope to see some of them.



SRK Taman Selayang 2.

SM Selayang Baru.



UiTM Jengka.

UiTM Shah Alam.

IPGM Perlis.



Disney Babyland.

TGS&Partners.

TeleTech Berhad.



Alliance Bank.

IKEA Friends.

American Express.



AmAssurance.

Datacom SEA.



I also missed some of my student.

I hope they do well.



SK Dato Kayaman.

SK Padang Kota.



SK Sasandukon and SK Saliku.

Last year batch.



I realized that I had meet so many people.

People that had shaped me as a person I am today.



Some may have bad experience with me.

Some may have good memories.



I hope they forgive me.

I had learned to forgive too.



When someone give you something, take it or leave.

Being defensive and angry is just to show how ignorant you are.



Allah knows well.

My intention is good!



Allah will heal the pain.

Let the scars be there!

Transfer!

Alhamdullilah!
Finally, I got the confirmation that my name is listed.
I will be teaching in Selangor.

Now, I am excited but at the same time I am curious to know one thing.
My new school.
Where I can share this heaps of love that I have.

I hope it will not be that soon.
I am organizing Field Trip and Farewell Party for Year 6
Beside of School Dinner Party.

I am happy.
I hope my family would be happier.
I will be back!!!

Laptop

My laptop is faulty again.
I am using my friend laptop to do all the work.
That's is hard as they also need to do their job.

So I'm using their laptop in the night.
Next week will be school holidays.
It will be for 2 weeks.

I will only used one week and be back early.
I need to monitor my year 6 student.
I need them to maintain their momentum.

Currently, I am busy with the arrangements for a gathering.
It will be for my AmAssurance friends.
So far only 4 confirm to attend.

How sad is that!
I hope more will confirm to join.
I miss all of you!

The special transfer result is already out.
Unfortunately it cannot be shared.
We need to wait for the letter.

Hopefully by end of next week.
One more thing, please let it be by end of October.
Let me settle all the needed.

Stress out this few days.
Maybe I should let go.
Let Allah do His job.

Insha Allah!
Allah will cure you heart LURVE.

Death Bed!

I love Yasmin Ahmad!
I think she is an extraordinary person.

Every time she speaks it will be new knowledge for me.
I just want to be like her.

Informative and resourceful!
Full of love and compassionate!

This was what she said during one of the interview.
It was on her sister FB wall post!

Just imagine even when she talks about death.
She never failed to relate it with the tendency of love.

How I miss you!

maybe when on our death bed
our regrets is not about
i didn't buy that house or
i didn't get that car or
i didn't choose that job

our regrets will be
i have a chance to be compassionate
saya diberi peluang utk menunjukkan
belas kasihan kepada insan-insan
that came cross my paths
and i didn't do it

i had a chance to please my parents
but i didn't
i had a chance to love somebody
but i held back

at least for me on my death bed
this are the things
that will worried me

and i think maybe
how much love you give and
how much compassion you show
in ALLAH names
is what will keep you company
in the darkness of your grave

May Allah Bless You.
Al-Fatihah!

Judge!

Only Allah can be the judge!
HE is the ruler and owner of Judgment Day.

I should learn from past experience.
I never did!

Don't ever judge a book by it's cover!
All things can be deceiving.

I hope in the near future, I can be a good observer.
A good observer is better than a judge.

I'm fragile!
I'm sad!

I pray for the best for you.
May you choose a better path in the future.

Fruits!

I am blessed with so many fruits since last weeks.
This is the good things about teaching in the middle of the jungle.

Fruits are available all year round depending to the seasons.
Then your pupils are so nice to send it to you for free.

When the others know that someone had given you, they will give you too.
So the supply of fruits will never end.

I try to be creative and invented some new dishes.
It's just nice for me to share the dishes with my pupils and friends for the breaking fast.

I am blessed and thankful to Allah for all this
Amin and Alhamdullilah!

Lurve!

To Miss Lurve,

I am dedicating this post for you!
Especially for you my dear.

I am happy you forgive me.
I really did a huge mistake when I left you.

I hope you learn something.
I did learn so many things from this.

It was love at the first sight.
I thought you were one of the lecturer.

Then, in the second semester we were in the same class.
People always confused between you and me because our initial.

You were E.D. and I was A.D.!
The most money spend on my mobile phone top-up.

No one ever break this record!
Till today my dear.

I wake up early for Subuh and sleep late at night.
Just waiting for your text messages.

I'll make sure all messages will be replied asap.
I'll do anything for you.

If you were sick, I'll be worry to hell.
If you were absent, I'll be running high and low to ask where were you.

I want to be by your side.
Unfortunately people around us don't approve our love.

I will remember your Fried Kuey Teow for my birthday.
I will miss our Dim Sum brunch at the Legend Hotel.

You have a place in my heart.
You will always be here.

Again, I don't know why I hurt the most person that I love.
Maybe this is our destiny.

I want the best for you.
I want you to be happy after this.

Take care my LURVE!
I miss you!

In forgiving that we are forgiven!
AMIN!!!

Message!

Alhamdullilah!

I am happy that I'm forgiven....

regarding to your comment on my blog......it's hard to forget.. i dunno how many times must i tell you this.. I have forgiven you and thats it..okay... CUKUP CUKUP LAH... tentang hard to forget tu, it's my personal right and dah jadi sejarah hitam dalam my life.

Hari baik bulan baik di bulan ramadhan ni and i dun keep grudge against you. I dun, but all the things done all these years... itu kerja ALLAH... i have no comment on that.. persoalannya, is it fair? talking about fair, orang kata i am being unfair to you..( hey, i dah maafkan you, don't disturb you... pun tak fair kah? but what about me?

i dun intend to say much coz this is nothing. jgn la pulak ingat yang bukan bukan atau lebih lebih...... friends remain friends, and i don't discard my friends easily.....setakat itu sahaja..

Again, hari baik bulan baik, i dun keep grudge against anybody and please.. for the final time, i dah maafkan you. SO ENOUGH ! Semoga you akan menjumpai insan yang dapat menyayangi you, memberikan zuriat pada you dan menyerikan hidup you dalam masa terdekat ni. InsyaALLAH, Amin...

My reply to her was Amin!

I did a big and huge mistake.

I really hope I had learn something from this.

May you live happily after this!!!

I want just the best for you Lurve.

Amin!

Friends!

I miss all my friends back at Semenanjung!
I hope they are happy.
I pray they are safe.

I miss you all so much!
It seems that life had change so drastically.
I miss you all.

Insha Allah we will meet again.
Just few more days to go!!!

I want to meet them!
Now I need a good place for the occasion.
Let me search high and low!

Miss you all!!!

Fasting!

It's the time again!
I love this month so much.

I am still not feeling well.
I hope I can fulfill my duties.

It only comes once a year.
RAMADHAN I LOVE U!

Insha Allah!
Give me the strength that I need!

Amin!
Let''s be moderate!!!

On My Own!

July had ended and it's already August.
I did not update anything because I was sick for the past 5 days.

It's all because of my stunt and I can't walk for 2 days.
On Sunday, after having lunch at 3pm, I felt my body is weak.
Around evening, I can't walk at all.

Alhamdullilah! Year 5 Girls come to the rescue.
They climb the coconut tree for me.
Then, the whole night I was vomiting.

The next day, all of Year 5 and 6 were at my room.
They massage me and some are very worried that I will not make it.
My colleagues insisted to bring me to the nearby clinic.

I refused and advice them I'm all good.
Now, I am still feeling sick.
The trauma of falling is still in my bone, head and lung.

I know I will be alright!
I will see a doctor by end of the week.
Tomorrow, I will be with 5 of selected Year 6 student for a motivational camp.

The camp will be held at Perkasa Hotel, Keningau until Saturday.
So why me? Everyone is pushing this responsibilities.
They force me to go and at the same time do a medical check-up.

Crazy and inconsiderate!
If I had to be with the student till they are sleeping, when can I see a doctor.
Some of them are going out on Friday, why can't you be with the children.

Anyway, I am happy.
The reasons I joined this line is to be with the children.
Let them answer to ALLAH!

The job that we are doing does come with high responsibilities.
I hope they will learn it someday.
ALLAH give me the strength!

Finally, I will be out to Keningau.
After 50 days inside this calm and beautiful place.
Again, it's not about breaking the record.

It's all about spending your last precious time with your loves ones!
Alhamdullilah Allah!
AMIN!