Absent!

I am so worried about year 6.
I hope they have used the weekends to the fullest.

There are 3 of the girls that busy with relative weedings.
I hope all 11 of them will turn up tomorrow.

I have put so much effort.
I hope they notice it.

Please don't challenge me.
I want to work as hard as this when I'm back.

Allah give me the strength!
I really need it!

Finally!

Next week will be the last week before the school holidays.

It will be my last week preparing year 6 student for UPSR.



Personally I am afraid they are not read yet.

It is not only about English as I am teaching them.



I am afraid they are not fully ready to overcome the 5 obstacles.

I still have time and hopefully they will strive for the best.



This year there will be 11 candidates.

5 boys and 6 girls.



Last year 8 candidates and all of them are girls.

Well-mannered girls.



I will be back early for them.

I have to sacrifice my holidays.



I am happy with it and I hope my family would understand.

I will be near them by next year, a little sacrifice wouldn't hurt.



I am considering to start a new blog after this.

A blog about my new life back with my family.



Should I start this year or next year?

I am still thinking about it.



I missed all my friends.

I hope to see some of them.



SRK Taman Selayang 2.

SM Selayang Baru.



UiTM Jengka.

UiTM Shah Alam.

IPGM Perlis.



Disney Babyland.

TGS&Partners.

TeleTech Berhad.



Alliance Bank.

IKEA Friends.

American Express.



AmAssurance.

Datacom SEA.



I also missed some of my student.

I hope they do well.



SK Dato Kayaman.

SK Padang Kota.



SK Sasandukon and SK Saliku.

Last year batch.



I realized that I had meet so many people.

People that had shaped me as a person I am today.



Some may have bad experience with me.

Some may have good memories.



I hope they forgive me.

I had learned to forgive too.



When someone give you something, take it or leave.

Being defensive and angry is just to show how ignorant you are.



Allah knows well.

My intention is good!



Allah will heal the pain.

Let the scars be there!

Transfer!

Alhamdullilah!
Finally, I got the confirmation that my name is listed.
I will be teaching in Selangor.

Now, I am excited but at the same time I am curious to know one thing.
My new school.
Where I can share this heaps of love that I have.

I hope it will not be that soon.
I am organizing Field Trip and Farewell Party for Year 6
Beside of School Dinner Party.

I am happy.
I hope my family would be happier.
I will be back!!!

Laptop

My laptop is faulty again.
I am using my friend laptop to do all the work.
That's is hard as they also need to do their job.

So I'm using their laptop in the night.
Next week will be school holidays.
It will be for 2 weeks.

I will only used one week and be back early.
I need to monitor my year 6 student.
I need them to maintain their momentum.

Currently, I am busy with the arrangements for a gathering.
It will be for my AmAssurance friends.
So far only 4 confirm to attend.

How sad is that!
I hope more will confirm to join.
I miss all of you!

The special transfer result is already out.
Unfortunately it cannot be shared.
We need to wait for the letter.

Hopefully by end of next week.
One more thing, please let it be by end of October.
Let me settle all the needed.

Stress out this few days.
Maybe I should let go.
Let Allah do His job.

Insha Allah!
Allah will cure you heart LURVE.

Death Bed!

I love Yasmin Ahmad!
I think she is an extraordinary person.

Every time she speaks it will be new knowledge for me.
I just want to be like her.

Informative and resourceful!
Full of love and compassionate!

This was what she said during one of the interview.
It was on her sister FB wall post!

Just imagine even when she talks about death.
She never failed to relate it with the tendency of love.

How I miss you!

maybe when on our death bed
our regrets is not about
i didn't buy that house or
i didn't get that car or
i didn't choose that job

our regrets will be
i have a chance to be compassionate
saya diberi peluang utk menunjukkan
belas kasihan kepada insan-insan
that came cross my paths
and i didn't do it

i had a chance to please my parents
but i didn't
i had a chance to love somebody
but i held back

at least for me on my death bed
this are the things
that will worried me

and i think maybe
how much love you give and
how much compassion you show
in ALLAH names
is what will keep you company
in the darkness of your grave

May Allah Bless You.
Al-Fatihah!

Judge!

Only Allah can be the judge!
HE is the ruler and owner of Judgment Day.

I should learn from past experience.
I never did!

Don't ever judge a book by it's cover!
All things can be deceiving.

I hope in the near future, I can be a good observer.
A good observer is better than a judge.

I'm fragile!
I'm sad!

I pray for the best for you.
May you choose a better path in the future.

Fruits!

I am blessed with so many fruits since last weeks.
This is the good things about teaching in the middle of the jungle.

Fruits are available all year round depending to the seasons.
Then your pupils are so nice to send it to you for free.

When the others know that someone had given you, they will give you too.
So the supply of fruits will never end.

I try to be creative and invented some new dishes.
It's just nice for me to share the dishes with my pupils and friends for the breaking fast.

I am blessed and thankful to Allah for all this
Amin and Alhamdullilah!

Lurve!

To Miss Lurve,

I am dedicating this post for you!
Especially for you my dear.

I am happy you forgive me.
I really did a huge mistake when I left you.

I hope you learn something.
I did learn so many things from this.

It was love at the first sight.
I thought you were one of the lecturer.

Then, in the second semester we were in the same class.
People always confused between you and me because our initial.

You were E.D. and I was A.D.!
The most money spend on my mobile phone top-up.

No one ever break this record!
Till today my dear.

I wake up early for Subuh and sleep late at night.
Just waiting for your text messages.

I'll make sure all messages will be replied asap.
I'll do anything for you.

If you were sick, I'll be worry to hell.
If you were absent, I'll be running high and low to ask where were you.

I want to be by your side.
Unfortunately people around us don't approve our love.

I will remember your Fried Kuey Teow for my birthday.
I will miss our Dim Sum brunch at the Legend Hotel.

You have a place in my heart.
You will always be here.

Again, I don't know why I hurt the most person that I love.
Maybe this is our destiny.

I want the best for you.
I want you to be happy after this.

Take care my LURVE!
I miss you!

In forgiving that we are forgiven!
AMIN!!!