Death Bed!

I love Yasmin Ahmad!
I think she is an extraordinary person.

Every time she speaks it will be new knowledge for me.
I just want to be like her.

Informative and resourceful!
Full of love and compassionate!

This was what she said during one of the interview.
It was on her sister FB wall post!

Just imagine even when she talks about death.
She never failed to relate it with the tendency of love.

How I miss you!

maybe when on our death bed
our regrets is not about
i didn't buy that house or
i didn't get that car or
i didn't choose that job

our regrets will be
i have a chance to be compassionate
saya diberi peluang utk menunjukkan
belas kasihan kepada insan-insan
that came cross my paths
and i didn't do it

i had a chance to please my parents
but i didn't
i had a chance to love somebody
but i held back

at least for me on my death bed
this are the things
that will worried me

and i think maybe
how much love you give and
how much compassion you show
in ALLAH names
is what will keep you company
in the darkness of your grave

May Allah Bless You.
Al-Fatihah!

Judge!

Only Allah can be the judge!
HE is the ruler and owner of Judgment Day.

I should learn from past experience.
I never did!

Don't ever judge a book by it's cover!
All things can be deceiving.

I hope in the near future, I can be a good observer.
A good observer is better than a judge.

I'm fragile!
I'm sad!

I pray for the best for you.
May you choose a better path in the future.

Fruits!

I am blessed with so many fruits since last weeks.
This is the good things about teaching in the middle of the jungle.

Fruits are available all year round depending to the seasons.
Then your pupils are so nice to send it to you for free.

When the others know that someone had given you, they will give you too.
So the supply of fruits will never end.

I try to be creative and invented some new dishes.
It's just nice for me to share the dishes with my pupils and friends for the breaking fast.

I am blessed and thankful to Allah for all this
Amin and Alhamdullilah!

Lurve!

To Miss Lurve,

I am dedicating this post for you!
Especially for you my dear.

I am happy you forgive me.
I really did a huge mistake when I left you.

I hope you learn something.
I did learn so many things from this.

It was love at the first sight.
I thought you were one of the lecturer.

Then, in the second semester we were in the same class.
People always confused between you and me because our initial.

You were E.D. and I was A.D.!
The most money spend on my mobile phone top-up.

No one ever break this record!
Till today my dear.

I wake up early for Subuh and sleep late at night.
Just waiting for your text messages.

I'll make sure all messages will be replied asap.
I'll do anything for you.

If you were sick, I'll be worry to hell.
If you were absent, I'll be running high and low to ask where were you.

I want to be by your side.
Unfortunately people around us don't approve our love.

I will remember your Fried Kuey Teow for my birthday.
I will miss our Dim Sum brunch at the Legend Hotel.

You have a place in my heart.
You will always be here.

Again, I don't know why I hurt the most person that I love.
Maybe this is our destiny.

I want the best for you.
I want you to be happy after this.

Take care my LURVE!
I miss you!

In forgiving that we are forgiven!
AMIN!!!

Message!

Alhamdullilah!

I am happy that I'm forgiven....

regarding to your comment on my blog......it's hard to forget.. i dunno how many times must i tell you this.. I have forgiven you and thats it..okay... CUKUP CUKUP LAH... tentang hard to forget tu, it's my personal right and dah jadi sejarah hitam dalam my life.

Hari baik bulan baik di bulan ramadhan ni and i dun keep grudge against you. I dun, but all the things done all these years... itu kerja ALLAH... i have no comment on that.. persoalannya, is it fair? talking about fair, orang kata i am being unfair to you..( hey, i dah maafkan you, don't disturb you... pun tak fair kah? but what about me?

i dun intend to say much coz this is nothing. jgn la pulak ingat yang bukan bukan atau lebih lebih...... friends remain friends, and i don't discard my friends easily.....setakat itu sahaja..

Again, hari baik bulan baik, i dun keep grudge against anybody and please.. for the final time, i dah maafkan you. SO ENOUGH ! Semoga you akan menjumpai insan yang dapat menyayangi you, memberikan zuriat pada you dan menyerikan hidup you dalam masa terdekat ni. InsyaALLAH, Amin...

My reply to her was Amin!

I did a big and huge mistake.

I really hope I had learn something from this.

May you live happily after this!!!

I want just the best for you Lurve.

Amin!

Friends!

I miss all my friends back at Semenanjung!
I hope they are happy.
I pray they are safe.

I miss you all so much!
It seems that life had change so drastically.
I miss you all.

Insha Allah we will meet again.
Just few more days to go!!!

I want to meet them!
Now I need a good place for the occasion.
Let me search high and low!

Miss you all!!!

Fasting!

It's the time again!
I love this month so much.

I am still not feeling well.
I hope I can fulfill my duties.

It only comes once a year.
RAMADHAN I LOVE U!

Insha Allah!
Give me the strength that I need!

Amin!
Let''s be moderate!!!

On My Own!

July had ended and it's already August.
I did not update anything because I was sick for the past 5 days.

It's all because of my stunt and I can't walk for 2 days.
On Sunday, after having lunch at 3pm, I felt my body is weak.
Around evening, I can't walk at all.

Alhamdullilah! Year 5 Girls come to the rescue.
They climb the coconut tree for me.
Then, the whole night I was vomiting.

The next day, all of Year 5 and 6 were at my room.
They massage me and some are very worried that I will not make it.
My colleagues insisted to bring me to the nearby clinic.

I refused and advice them I'm all good.
Now, I am still feeling sick.
The trauma of falling is still in my bone, head and lung.

I know I will be alright!
I will see a doctor by end of the week.
Tomorrow, I will be with 5 of selected Year 6 student for a motivational camp.

The camp will be held at Perkasa Hotel, Keningau until Saturday.
So why me? Everyone is pushing this responsibilities.
They force me to go and at the same time do a medical check-up.

Crazy and inconsiderate!
If I had to be with the student till they are sleeping, when can I see a doctor.
Some of them are going out on Friday, why can't you be with the children.

Anyway, I am happy.
The reasons I joined this line is to be with the children.
Let them answer to ALLAH!

The job that we are doing does come with high responsibilities.
I hope they will learn it someday.
ALLAH give me the strength!

Finally, I will be out to Keningau.
After 50 days inside this calm and beautiful place.
Again, it's not about breaking the record.

It's all about spending your last precious time with your loves ones!
Alhamdullilah Allah!
AMIN!