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The weather is unpredictable.
I'm back here in school.
My sister send me back to my rented house.
I have this feeling of refusing to go back.
I never have this feeling before.
I just don't know what it is.
The feeling of refusing to separate with family.
Maybe it is a feeling of refusing to come back to my friend and school.
I'm at my school desk in the teacher's room.
I updated my class attendance register.
After this, so many things to do.
I just don't want to list it here.
I want to finish it before school starts.
This feeling, is it because of the PETRONAS thingy.
I just don't know.
I hope it is because of the bad treatment I get from my friend.
BTW I was so sad to hear that my old school is not doing so well.
My best friend claim all of them misses me so much.
I promise to go back to Sabah.
I just don't know yet when will it be.
There is so much updates in the FB about SchoolNet.
The government is ending the service by 1st of February 2011.
Unlucky for all of them.
They will not have any means of communications.
I hope and wish them all well.
Insha Allah there will be alternative service.
What will you do?
If you found out that a best friend of yours is just not himself.
Every people have their own secret and I must respect it.
I just can be proud of myself that I am pure.
I just want to finish my work now.
Planning for a trip for my family.
Where to?
Hopefully I have the budget for it.
Insha Allah.
May Allah give me everything that I need.
Amin.
Ya Rabbal Al Amin.
Family!
The best feeling is when with them.
It is school holidays.
I am happy to be with them.
School!
The best time to share my love and knowledge.
It is school holidays.
Need to find new and creative ways.
I am going back today.
I need to settle the unfinished business.
Hopefully when the school start, I will be a better teacher.
I need to remind myself again why I choose this profession.
Insha Allah!
Allah will shows me the way.
Since school start, I had lack of sleep.
It is a busy and demanding job.
Just imagine that I normally sleep at 4am.
Then wake up around 6am.
Personally, I have yet to perform in this new school.
I want to do my very best.
Today the Chinese New Year holiday start.
It will be a week holiday.
This is the best time.
Time for me to finish all the unfinished business.
Hopefully by end of next week all will be settle.
It is all the non-teaching task.
I really want to focus on the teaching stuff.
That is why I join this field.
I am looking forward to continue study.
I really want to improve my teaching skills.
Insha Allah.
Allah will show me the way.
Today another achievement.
I finish the course for a primary school cross country.
The last time I ran for cross country was in 1997.
That is for the secondary school.
That was like 14 years ago.
I'm so old now.
It was a challenging task.
Alhamdullilah I manage to finish it.
Most of the time I was walking.
I hope I will be able to run next time.
Another achievement accomplish.
However failed to do one thing.
I was so anxious to send my singing video clip.
It is for Akademi Fantasia 9.
Insha Allah, I will post it here.
I hope there will be comments for the video.
Everyone have their secret.
Everyone entitle to have one.
I just don't get it.
There are people whom want to know everything about others.
If you really want to know, it is alright.
However, don't ever share it with others.
There is a reason why it called a secret.
Do you get me?
If you share a secret with me, it will never be told to others.
I can promise you that.
There is about this one thing.
How our society make stupid assumptions.
If you're more than 30 years old and not married.
They will assume you are in love with individual from the same sex.
There are also people that claim they have special radar.
They can detect gay and lesbian by their appearance.
How could you detect that?
Different people have different upbringing.
If you're gay and lesbian, that does not qualify you to assume.
If just in case, you still want to assume, please keep it to yourself.
I don't have any problem towards the gay and lesbian.
I have friends that are gay and lesbian.
I just don't agree on how you live your life.
Believe me, Allah have create you for who you are, accept it.
Don't blame Allah for who you're.
In life there will always be option.
The one that you choose is the option that will determine your future.
That is why there is heaven and hell.
Don't make me choose my friends.
I know that gay and lesbian need a good chain of friends.
They are living in their fantasy world and it is a depress world.
They need people around them whom is positive and neutral.
Insha Allah.
I'll be there for them.
I can't tell you what to do.
I can only tell you stories that I hope will change your perspective.
Amin.
May Allah bless all of us.
Alhamdullilah for the transfer back to Penisular Malaysia.
I got the feel of being a school teacher here.
It is a busy and demanding job.
If only you're doing all your given tasks.
Some are just doing their job.
They don't want to do more.
Insha Allah! I will try my best to go extra mile.
When I'm with the kids it burn my eyes seeing their future.
Issues and problems are everywhere.
I hope I can do my very best for all of them.
What if I go back to Sabah or test the market in Sarawak?
I know I will have the best performance.
I am sad that I did not do a good job as now when I was in Sabah.
There were not many qualified teachers there.
BTW I am so happy.
I received so many SMS from my ex-students.
It is so nice to hear their voices.
That's the only thing that I can do now.
Return a call after receiving their SMS.
I will go back there one of these days.
Resigning from this post?
I might do that.
A friend offer a job at GOOGLE or PETRONAS.
I will go for the interview as a trainer.
If only I got the post I will resign.
I'm asking myself over and over again now.
Why?
Allah have the answers.
Happy Birthday!
I am 31 years old.
I am single and available.
I have achieve mostly of the item on my list.
Allah is great.
All my wishes is granted.
What more can I ask for?
Alhamdullilah! I have it all.
If I have three wishes.
This will it be.
Better health condition aka fit as a fiddle.
Nice understanding wife and in-laws.
More supportive and positive friends.
Better time management.
There is still a few things that I would like to do.
Insha Allah! I would love to do it this year.
Happy Birthday Eddy Imran.
Remember to put a smile on every face that came between you.
Insha Allah!
Allahu Akbar!
Honesty is the best policy.
How if the truth is so negative.
Can people take it?
From my current experience, the answer is NO!
They ask me to be frank with them.
When I do so, they tend to run away from me.
May Allah show them the way.
The best critic's in life is the person that still love you.
I still love all of you.
This is because you're my friend.
Still and will always be.
Accept me for whom I am.
Allah Almighty!
