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Just so many thing to eat!
Just so many place to go to!
I am happy now.
Currently I am only teaching English Year 3.
It is only for 3 Geliga, the best class.
I took the Headmistress class as she is now doing her Hajj.
I am excited for the Cameron Highlands trip.
It will be my first duty at the new school.
I've never been there.
It will be on the 30th of October 2010.
Insha Allah!
Allah will protect all of us!
Memory?
How I miss so many things.
I normally wake up around 4.30am.
Then I will walk in the darkness of the dawn.
Take my shower and done with my Subuh prayer.
Walk back to my room at school.
Prepare my breakfast and wake up all the boys.
Around 6 am I will prepare for that day lessons plan.
Then around 7.20am my class will start.
Then during recess at 10.20am, I will have breakfast at RMT building.
Around 12.50pm my class will ended and I will prepare my lunch.
By 2.0 pm all the students will come.
Some want to watch movies, complete their homework and help me out with chores.
Others want to chit chat or just lay down under the fan.
Volleyball sessions is around 4.00pm to 5.00pm according to the sun.
Then by 6pm I will go back for shower.
Most of the night, we have this extra classes.
I teach English and I do struggle to teach them.
Then around 10pm after all ended.
There will be this 4 to 5 boys that will accompany me.
How I Miss All of Them!
They are my pupils.
Allah! Please take care of them.
Amin!
Stress!
Maybe it's the heat.
No it's not.
It's because of a SMS that I received earlier.
When I leave my old school.
I try to finished all my work.
I just don't want any of my ex-colleagues to suffer.
I am happy because so far there is no complaint nor follow-up.
The reasons I am angry is because a friend send me a SMS and apologizing to me.
He had said few bad things about me while having a conversations with another friend.
I forgive you but should I forget it.
No! I will remember it forever.
May Allah Bless You!
May Allah Forgive You.
I am just a normal person.
I tend to do mistakes.
Forgive me!
All new!
This is my 5th day at the new school.
My early opinions.
It is nice and friendly environment to be in.
They are having free breakfast everyday.
The school teachers have potluck like everyday.
Friday is special because all will bring something.
It's family oriented.
They have all that they need.
I don't think they need me here.
They have all the experience and dedicated teacher here.
I will work with the flow and try to be helpful when needed.
Allah! Please show me the way.
I am leaving and this entry is done at gate A5.
I will fly home using Malaysia Airlines.
The flight number is MH2609 departing at 1610hours.
I have mixed feelings.
I am sad to leave Sabah.
All my students and friends.
They are great.
I'm surely will miss Sasandukon.
There are too many stories to be shared here.
Unfortunately, I don't have the time now to list all down.
I am happy to be back to Selangor.
Finally, I get to be close with my family.
I can purse mu dreams.
I can finish the unfinished business.
May Allah Bless Us All.
Insha Allah this is the best options for me!
I'm still confuse!
There is difference between goodbye and letting go.
Goodbye is I'll see you again when I ready to hold your hand and you ready to hold mine.
Letting go is I'll miss your hand, I realized it's not mine to hold and I will never hold it again.
It's hard to say goodbye and I do prefer to let it go, but that is before.
Now I learned that goodbye is way better than letting go.
I'm not good with goodbye but I think it will be worse if i let go.
Allah will help me through this storm.
I believe that and that will happen.
Amin!
I am confuse.
I really want to go back.
However, lately there is this feeling.
The feeling that saying goodbye here is same as letting go!
I don't know why and what trigger this feeling.
However, I hope it will go away.
I still waiting for the transfer letter.
I hope it will arrive soon.
Few more things to settle.
Mainly administrative works as I finished my syllabus.
All the school staff attend a meeting after recess.
The invitation is limited.
The 2 of us that will be leaving is not invited.
They are discussing about a farewell party.
It should be on the 12th of October.
I hope I will still be here.
Insha Allah till end of October.
Amin.
I will be out for a week maybe next week.
I need to settle all documentation issues.
I will be in Kota Kinabalu, Keningau and Nabawan.
Packing and sending things back home.
I will sing HOME by Micheal Bubble.
If they requested me to sing during the event.
Insha Allah!

Today I held the third Open House for Raya at my school!
Last year we manage to held it on 7th of October 2009.
It was a double celebration for Raya and Britney 1st Birthday!
This year it's a little bit different.
The second Open House for Raya was held on 20th of September 2010.
This was for student from Year 1 to Year 6.
We enjoy all the cookies after eating Chicken Rice provided for RMT.
Duit Raya was provided to all.
The occasion for today was for all the school teacher and staff.
My headmaster could not make it again.
Although only few showed up, I am happy.
Year 6 student made it a blast.
I prepared since last night.
I cooked since 7.00am.
I manage to prepare Ketupat, Lemang, Nasi Tomato.
Then Rendang Ayam, Rendang Daging, Ayam Masak Merah.
Beside that Acar Timun, Papadom, Kuah Kacang and Sambal Udang.
10 dishes for a day.
BTW this was a double celebration too.
It is Teacher Robytha Birthday.
I am tired now and can barely stand.
At least I am happy with my students and colleagues.
There will be no Raya celebration again with them.
I am preparing for Britney Birthday now.
May Allah Bless All of You!
Amin!