My Hope!

Anxiety attack the whole night! I can’t sleep at all. I hope the result will be good.

I’m out to Keningau. There are a lot of things to be settled.

I hope I can settle all by Sunday. Thank you to Sir Jauali and Madam Levita!
This is for the free transportation until Pekan Nabawan. I owe both of you one.

I reached Keningau and do some sundry shopping then off to order medals for the coming Sports Day.

Then back to our rental house in Taman Muhibbah after dinner at KFCC. No one at home.

I sleep early and start fasting for tomorrow.

Al Fatihah!

May Allah Bless You!

It started with all the PETRONAS Advertisement during the festive seasons.
You’ll watch this advertisement and can’t stop smiling because it does give you at least hope and a glimpse of what life should be.

Then I catch Rabun on TV3. After a while I watched Sepet, Gubra, Mukhsin, Talentime and lastly Muallaf.

What she capable of doing is touching your heart with all this movies and advertisement.

May you rest in peace and I promise to be extra good so we can at least meet in Heaven!
Insyaallah!!!

Don't Do It Again!

Teaching is and will always be my passion in life. I was so furious when I found this out on Facebook few days ago. There were videos uploaded before on YouTube. That is another story to tell.

How could you call yourself an educator if you post or release this to the public? Don’t you know that this is actually putting yourself down and people will use this as a reflection of your skill and ability as an educator?

My prayer for people like this is for Allah to bless them with love, compassionate and mercy.

Let us work together to teach our children how to survive life here and thereafter.

Amin!

Thank You !

I just ended a Skype call with my dear friends Cg Aimyusffy and Cg Zaki .
Both of them are colleagues from a different school.

I just want to thank Allah for all the bless that HE gave us.
I had never imagine that we will have all of this facility.

Thank you for the Internet Connection.
Thank you for the Wi-Fi.
Thank you for Skype!

Thank you!!!

First Day!

Almost a year ago I meet these wonderful 8 girls.
They are my Standard 6 student.

I am so close to them and we do share all stories.
This is UPSR Class of 2009.

Today they will be facing a new environment.
I have high hope for all of them and my prayer will always be with them.
I want to see them excel in PMR and SPM. I want them to be successful in life.

First day in secondary school!
Work Hard! Think Smart! Good Luck!

Thank you for all the nice memories that we have.
All of you will always been on my mind.

Happy Birthday!

I never address you as Kak Long or Kakak.
I always call you by name.
The way Mak and Abah call you.

You requested for it sometimes back.
Sorry I did not fulfill that!

When you deliver your first son.
I start to call you IBU.
I hope you like it.
I consider and believe myself lucky because I have 2 mum.

Today is your 31st birthday.
I hope you are happy today.
I pray for it this morning.

I'm sorry I can't be there for you.
I'm sorry I can't call you.
I'm sorry for being selfish.

I hope in the near future, we can celebrate together.
May Allah grant this wish of mine.
Thank you for all the sacrifices that you went through.

Thank you for giving me the chance to excel in life.
You are great and do love you from the bottom of my heart.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILY SUZANNA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK! HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU!

Cyber Happy!

The initial post should be 1377 words.
I learn something today. Alhamdullilah!
Don't be angry at things that you can't control.

You plan a thing and it might not work but work around it.
I woke up late and want to cancel all my plans.
Again I thank Allah I did not do that.

I finish all the things I intended to do earlier.
Just by accepting that I’m powerless.
I might be nicer to myself in the future.

Extra Happy when Datin Orked Ahmad accepted me as one of her friends on FB.
The last Cyber Happy?
It was when Allahyarhamah YASMIN AHMAD replies my comment on one of her blog post.
A very BUSY and POPULAR person like her can make up some times for ORDINARY people like me.

Cyber Happy
Now it’s only 717 words

Secret Recipes!

It's just me.
Alone on the first day of 2010.

It could be worse.
I could lost the ability to put thoughts on here.
What are more important - Thoughts or Feelings?

I want to start writing about feelings.
It should be easier than thoughts.
I think so!

I will be brave and take chances.
I have nothing to lose, have I?
People can say anything about me and my decision.
It will always be about me and my feelings.

For my sake.
I want this year to be a good year.
I will work hard.
Plus my prayer to ALLAH.
Lastly my parents blessing.

Secret Recipe for a ultimate success?