Fever!

I'm not feeling well this few days.
Fever and flu at the same time!
I have to wait until Friday before I can see a doctor.

Negatives vibes is around the environment.
I felt that I need some positives vibes.
Allah will lead me there, I know for sure.
Insyallah!

Monday was Abah Birthday!
Tuesday attended a meeting and decorated a birthday cake.
Today will distribute present for Year 6.
Thursday need to complete school audits.
Friday will see a doctor and pay my Master fee.

Sleepless Night!

The last few days, I'm having problem with sleeping!
Although it is raining and cold.
I still having problem.

This happen after I apply for the transfer back to West Malaysia!
I know that I love it here.
There are issues and plans that I need to accomplish!

I hope you understand.
I'm crying and dying inside.
I'm clueless!

Allah! Allah! Allah!

Transfer!

It was so depressing yesterday.
The thought of leaving Sasandukon and Sabah is so unbearable.
I love it here.

I just can't imagine my last day here.
On the 27th of May will be the day we left school for 3 week holidays.
While the result will be on the 28th of May.

I will return here to settle the unfinished business.
I know for fact that it will be hard.
I know I will burst to tears.

That is for a while!
I think about my parents, family and future.
Then it struck to me that they really need me now.

Finally I completed the transfer form online.
I choose PPD Gombak and really hope that I'll get it!
Allah give me the direction!

March

Talk about mix feelings.
March is a month that I'm going to miss a lot.

To teach and learn!
To cry and laugh!
To lost and found!

I know one thing now.
ALLAH is always beside me.

Sorry!

I don't mean what I did!
That is the best excuse that I can give her.

It's not an excuse actually, it's true that I don't have any intention to hurt her anymore.
She was my first love. Of course I still love her. She have a special place in my heart!

There will always be certain moment that I don't mean to hurt her but she is wounded.
Wounded by what I did!

Allah knows best!
Please Allah give her patience and me the strength to holding on!

Finally!

Finally, I moved out.
I will be sleeping in my new house.
I will be alone tonight.

I am happy.
That is very important.

Now, I'm planning moving out.
Back to Selayang it is!

Holidays!

Last week was so hetic.
It was school holidays.

I board flight to KL on 13th of March and arrived on 14th of March.
I arrive home at 3.30am and start cooking for SENGAL reunion party.
SENGAL is all my ex-colleagues from AmAssurance.

The party was held at Dynasty Hotel and I had a blast with all their current updates.
You know I love all of you!
Updates for last week as follows:-

Sunday, with family and friend at Dynasty Hotel.
Monday, I was at Bukit Aman sending parcel for my friend.
Tuesday, send car for some repairs.
Wednesday, went to Bahagian Keselamatan at Putrajaya.
Thursday, fly back to Sabah!

Now, I'm back!

Friday, I'm buying a lot of new things for new house.
Remember, I'm moving out and giving space for a new colleague.

Saturday, I'm at school.
Tommorow, Moving out and loving it.

My Friend Died!

I was shock to read a friend updates through his FB account.
My junior and ex-roommates during semester 3 in UiTM Jengka had DIED!

I was so sad and unable to write anything.
When I browse the internet, I found the article about it.

It was an accident.
He did cheat death during his first accident in 2006.

He fall while hanging his towel from the 2nd floor of Bangunan Api-Api Centre,Sabah.
He was on holiday with friends and colleagues.

He was a good person.
I can only pray that Allah bless him.

I hope we can meet in heaven.
I miss you!

Al-Fatihah!